It has been brought to my attention that my blog causes someone pain. I am not going into who or what or why. My point is that we are all adults. We all have the control over what sites we read and when. As I have said before, my blog is a "feed the cat" blog. I am not political, humorous, or with an agenda. This is simply my life, a journal in a public form.
I don't write posts to hurt. In fact I have been blogging less in order to try and eliminate some pain from this person. I cannot do that any longer. They are a grown-up and can read or not read. If reading causes pain, perhaps we aren't truly friends as this blog is me.
I was very emotional when I got this news today. To the point of telling co-workers. I do not open up to co-workers often, but apparently it was quite obvious something was wrong. And after I got the same advice for the fourth time, I realized that I need to get back into this blog and why I do it - uncensored. If it bothers any of you, don't read. As I say, this is my blog and I write it for me.
I don't have an exciting life, most of it is with Sweetie and Bug. And to be honest, they are pretty close to everything I need. I am lucky enough to get two girl outings in a month - on a good month. I am lucky enough to be close friends with Mom. And BestFriend is more of a sister than simply a friend. She knows me well enough to know if my thyroid is off, if something is bothering me, and checks in on me to see how I am doing at reaching my goals. I am happy and healthy. Things are going well at work and I am excited about two more friend gatherings in the near future.
I need to focus on what keeps me healthy. I need to focus on what keeps me happy. Such as it is in the Day in the Life of a Missy.
Speaking of days - if you are going to buy one book this season, you need to buy 100 Days of Monsters:

Thank you A for introducing me to the song "I've got a pocket full of sunshine". Thanks to Bug also loving it, it is stuck in my head. I leave you with my favorite verse:
"And there's no more lies.
In the darkness, there's light.
And nobody cries.
There's only butterflies."
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