Uhad meets SXSW

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Happy Friday. Today I am in an overly emotional mood and I fear a spewing all over this post may be in order. Today is not bad emotional; not depression, not sadness, not badness.

Today I am feeling like me again. The depression started to lift on Thursday a week ago and then this week it is completely gone. I am feeling back in touch with the world, with reality, and with myself. This is a very good thing.

I am in the mood to feel life. This morning, as I left the house, I pulled over to take photos of a beautiful tree. Sweetie just smiled at me.

I am the kind of person who normally works in quiet. Songs distract me as I tend to listen intently. I can be perfectly happy with quiet. Sweetie is not this way. He has to have his music. Today, I am listening to music on my ipod on shuffle and I am getting my most favorite of songs. It is making me smile. Songs that helped me through hard times. Songs always get me through hard times. What I love about me is that I am able to listen to these songs that helped me through these times without reliving the pain/struggles. Instead I can see how far I have come, how different life is since then. I can look down the hole I was trapped in and acknowledge the fight to get back to "normal ground". Now I need to make sure I don't fall into the hole again.

Today is a good day. Sweetie is being way cool this weekend and attending the Interactive portion of SXSW. His work is paying him to go, lucky him. This means a girl's weekend. I am not sure what we are going to do, but we are going to have a blast.

At SXSW, Sweetie is passing out buttons with uhad on them. He called me after giving away the first one. It sounds like he is having a great time. I just hope he remembers to keep one for me.

So my goals for the weekend: walk, take photos of beautiful things, relax, enjoy my Bug, and chores.